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Kali

Kali,
you are angry
you are fierce.
Why do I love you?
Why don't you scare me?
I have known your passion, your anger, your blood lust, your ferocity, your loneliness, your ultimate despair.
I have wanted to die, as you did, beheading yourself in front of your father.
I have wanted to kill and kill and kill, and wear my trophies of skulls
around my neck.
I have wanted to just not give a fuck anymore.
But, I do give a fuck.
That's where the identification ends.
Then I take off my pendant of you,
and relish my ankh,
the symbol of life.

5:29 a.m. - 2006-04-18
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