draining's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the things they don't tell you, 2006 that it hurts. every time. like hell. and every time is worse than the time before, because you know it�s not going away. and it won�t. it never will. and you can�t move on like this. and no one can stop it, no one can help you, and your personal resources are dwindling. they are chipped away at daily, hourly, minute by minute, second by second. no one can help you. this is real. this is madness. this is real. this is pain. this is real. this is suffering. this is real. this is madness. this is real. the most real thing you�ve ever felt. it�s your art, it�s your mind, it�s your one true love, it�s your first-born child, it�s your heart, it�s your heart, that thing that they always tell you to follow, it�s as real as all those other lies they tell you, it�s your fucking HEART. 4:45 p.m. - 2006-03-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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