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Alien She (An Autopsy)

for J

She was wearing a see-through dress over a slip that was longer than the dress. i could still see her hard nipples and her fuschia g-string.
She was wearing a hippie jacket, and her dad's dog tags.
She had a bumper sticker on her car, which was parked outside her mother's house where
She still lives even though
She's 27, and the bumper sticker said, "ALIEN IS BEAUTIFUL."
She had a book for women survivors of sexual abuse on the floor of her smoke clouded room.
She planned the whole night around going to places where we could smoke and
She chain-smoked the whole night
(She went through a pack-and-a-half), drank 3 jack-and-cokes even though
She's on a cocktail of psychiatric meds and had already taken too many tranquilizers that day and
She talked incessantly about how
She feels responsible for her father's and her friends' suicides (even though her father died before
She was born).
She wore white socks and senisble shoes and an evil eye and said
She draws on herself to keep from cutting.

10:51 a.m. - 2006-06-08
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