draining's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WE ARE ALL THE SHIT OF GOD "...hold on tight, girl, hold onto your dreams, angel, hold on just a little bit longer, I will love you forever and ever, girl..." --Kathleen Hanna James thinks: Elizabeth hates me. Elizabeth says: "I love you." James thinks, I love Austen. James says, "I love you, too." * * * * * * James says, "They think you're my girlfriend." "Oh," says Elizabeth. "I forgot it's Valentine's Day." Then she says, "We're going to a porn/art opening tonight. Me and Kelly." James says nothing. * * * * * James doesn't like to read. This confounds Elizabeth. She stops sending him books and sends him a shit load of almond Hershey bars. James is as lucid as he is maniacal. James reminds her of The Ballad of Sexual Dependency.James wants Austen, but he needs Elizabeth. It doesn't occur to him that she needs him, too. * * * * * While in his hospital bed, James asks Elizabeth if she wants to be famous. "no," she lies. This is right after James jumped off a 3-story building. James and Elizabeth share his dinner because James doesn't like vegetables. Except for mashed potatoes. James asks Elizabeth, "Who are you?" "I'm Elizabeth." * * * * * * James dies. He helps Elizabeth out a lot. He isn't really dead. He lives in a dark castle by a river in southern Illinois. Elizabeth stares at this castle and wonders if she kissed him, he would wake up. 5:09 a.m. - 2006-06-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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